12.26.2005
post # 00354
12.25.2005
2.9 somethin' gpa so far
12.23.2005
kR4zY K!n9
12.21.2005
sb emails
12.18.2005
5.5 hours
12.15.2005
red's not my color
i'm a poet and didn't know it. sometimes i don't show it; don't let me blow it or throw it away
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Where do I belong?
I wish I had a dollar for evry tear I've shed.
(I should be dead)
It's hard to be strong
I got nothin' but loss for all I've strived and bled.
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When you're (flying grounded)
(it's) all downs
(and) no ups
When you're (running wounded)
(it's) all pain
(and) no gain
When you're (walking blinded)
(it's) all lies
(and) no truth
When you're...
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What do you do?
All they say is turn that frown
(upside down)
It's hard to be true
When evrything you do makes you look like a clown.
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When you're (flying grounded)
(it's) all downs
(and) no ups
When you're (running wounded)
(it's) all pain
(and) no gain
When you're (walking blinded)
(it's) all lies
(and) no truth
When you're...
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Where do I belong?
What do I do?
It's hard to be strong.
It's hard to be true.
(x2)
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When you're (flying grounded)
(it's) all downs
(and) no ups
When you're (running wounded)
(it's) all pain
(and) no gain
When you're (walking blinded)
(it's) all lies
(and) no truth
When you're...
(Lost and Afraid)
the biggest puzzle evr
12.14.2005
wutz w/ da "myspace?'
12.13.2005
took me long enough
12.12.2005
sometimes... you just don't ask
12.11.2005
GA
12.08.2005
today's vehicle story:
the pressure nvr faded
12.05.2005
ArtAppPpr.doc
Yes, it is exciting.
12.04.2005
w00t
and so... yeah...
12.02.2005
rubber band + ponytail = ouch
yaeh. I'm really looking forward to new years this year... it's going to be alotta fun.
Let's see, other goings on:
- next weekend (fri-sat) going to Cloudland Canyon St. Park w/ family to camp (if a cabin counts as camping) and play disc golf.
- Beginning the week after that (17th-24th) I'm going to be in FL w/ my mom visiting.
- write a paper for art appreciation (and study for final on the 15th)
- write a paper (and some "reader's notes" for comp)
- study for and take the final for calculus
- study for and take the final for world history
- somewhere in all the school find time to buy and put in a new power steering high pressure hose and bleed the air out of it (thus completing the work on my truck and getting it off jackstands)
- somehow in the midst of all of that I have to buy Christmas gifts
- there's more I know, but it's not comin' to me
well, that's all the posting for now. see ya chums.
12.01.2005
word from the wise(er)
ha
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11.30.2005
cat, i'm a kitty cat. and i dance dance danceand i dance dance dance
third times a charm
11.29.2005
With yOu:: it'5 s7uck !n my h3ad
antiderivatives and integration!¿
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Otherwise: the day's been pretty boring. blah, I hate boring.
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in other news... well, there is no other news. except, my hair is bugging me. and i look very... interior designer-ish... today.
11.27.2005
sonic is good.. the hedgehog too
11.26.2005
at least the wheels look nice...
11.25.2005
lets not bicker and argue about who killed who
11.24.2005
piece by piece it falls apart step by step it comes together
11.23.2005
i'm h-mhm w-mmhm.... baby!!...
11.22.2005
(untitled)
mondays and mochas
11.21.2005
old patch, old jeans: new cool
11.19.2005
oh, why not
quiet? :
loud? :
shy? :
weird? :
selfish? :
ghetto? :
ugly? :
crazy? :
hot? :
cute? :
pretty? :
nice? :
mean? :
rude? :
cool? :
alright? :
stupid? :
caring? :
mature? :
a good friend? :
more than a friend? :
talkative? :
boring? :
beautiful? :
creative? :
smart? :
a flirt? :
a psycho? :
athletic? :
confusing? :
sweet? :
mood swings? :
attractive? :
annoying? :
funny? :
hyper? :
laid back? :
not too bad
My shirt is almost done! Yes. Ok. Bye now.
what am i thinking?
Or maybe not.
11.18.2005
couldn't think of a title
11.17.2005
up side of down
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In Other News:
A guy died in my Comp class today. No joke. Ok, so he didn't die, but he did totally start coughing up blood & choking on it. Crazy stuff, that.
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Life is so much better when you've finished the big paper and got it turned in, and you have a whole week to just chill... no pun intended. Ha. So lame. Anyways, my stress meter has dropped dramatically although there're a couple points that'll never allow it to lower, some old, some new; but that's a topic for when I'm depressed or something emo like that. The list of things to do over the Thanksgiving break is pretty overwhelming. Let's see...:
- Change the oil in the truck
- Check the power steering
- Wash & clean out the truck
- Re-paint the wheels on the truck
- Possibly replacing the windshield wipers
- Refilling the widow washer fluid
- Replacing a missing parking light
- Cleaning my room
- ((and probably other stuff that'll come to me as I work))
Yeah... That's alot to do... Oh well. I'll see what I can do. There's probably more to blog about but... my mind decided that now is a good time to go into save-the-memory-for-tomorrow mode.
~m@5+3r $k1pp3R
11.16.2005
b@cK 7o 7h3 b4s1c$
Don't be afraid
Calling me, calling me
As you fade to black
Holding my last breath
Safe inside myself
Are all my thoughts of you
Sweet raptured light
It ends here tonight*
~Evanescense, My Last Breath
Yes, I'm back to the two original bands that turned me to rock: LP & Evanescense. I love 'em though. Here's a quick list of bands that I like (the top ones anyway):
- Linkin Park
- Evanescense
- 3 Doors Down
- Staind
- Shinedown
- Breaking Benjamin
- Trapt
Like I said, it's a quick list.
For more bands that I like, you have to ask.
"Da'Man"
11.15.2005
flyinggrounded
crunchbite/fluffy/honk-honk
11.14.2005
¿i'm a songwriter?
& all that jazz
Nothin'll evr really be the same
I'm in denial, (pretending) it'll all go away
(but it won't)
I don't belong here
(Life can be such a mess)
No matter how much I try
(I can't pass their tests)
There are many times I've offered myself
a shoulder to lean on
Now it seems I need someone's help
'cept there's nothing, (not a thing) they can do for me
(wish there was)
I don't belong here
(Give me a break)
No matter how much I try
(There's so much to take)
There's too much to think about
Too many decisions to make
All this makes me wanna shout
'Cause they all say it's a piece of cake
(But it's not.)
I don't belong here
(Life can be such a mess)
No matter how much I try
(I can't pass their tests)
I don't belong here
(Give me a break)
No matter how much I try
(There's so much to take)
I don't belong here
(Life can be such a mess)
No matter how much I try
(I can't pass their tests)
I don't belong here
(Give me a break)
No matter how much I try
(There's so much to take)
I don't belong here
I don't belong here
I don't belong here...
trashbag raincoats
11.13.2005
honest abe
11.11.2005
out of touch & out of place
memory fails me
11.10.2005
*once the paper's crumpled up it can't be perfect again*
school: i'm in it for the money
11.09.2005
*kill the headlights & put it in neutral*
Today was also the day that the long-sleeved shirts came in, so I have one of those now. They only had smalls in white, so... I have a white McAlister's shirt now.
Quinton, the insane man that works in the back of McAlister's, can sing really good. Too bad he's insane.
And here's something I tried this morning. Ok, cup of coffee, four creamers, six sugars, two spoons of chocolate syrup... golden...
I also found that @ least two other people: James & Gabe (his real name's Gabriel, cool huh?), both have read/are reading the Wheel of Time. So that's kinda cool.
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Well, that's all the random tid-bits I have for now. Here's some selected LP lyrics:
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"No, no matter how far we've come, I can't wait to see tomorrow" ~With You
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"Evrything falls apart
Even the people who never frown eventually break down
(the sacrifice of living in a lie)
Evrything has to end, you'll soon find
We're all out of time left to watch it all unwind" ~Pushing Me Away
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"Uh, yeah." ~PPR: Kut (papercut) [Reanimation]
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11.08.2005
11.06.2005
if you could understand
evrything hangs by a thread
I mention all that 'cause with the Senior High Retreat this past weekend there's been less than a handful of people to talk to on IM, so I've been on a reading frenzy. I also got a cool new chair (that was a slightly delayed if more than welcome b-day gift from my parent's). I would say it's like KP's only a slightly smaller version, except that more than likely only one or two, if none, have seen it. The best way to describe it is thus: a leather bowl supported my canvas on a folding frame. You'd have to see it I guess. Either way, it's really comfortable; except when evry possible sitting postion has been exhausted w/ hours of use. But then, very few chairs, if any, are comfortable after being sat in for hours.
that's choking on the splinters
Well, that's all for now, chaps.
More later or something of the general sort.
11.04.2005
drop a gear and petal to the metal
well, that's be all there is for now
11.03.2005
blue... no yellow! ahhhhh!!!....
sorry guys. still no material or worthwhile developements for a post.
11.02.2005
named.. morphumax
all my heroes have now become ghosts
well... yeah. Not really anything to report/blog about 'cause the only thing really going on is work & school. Exciting I know.. maybe not? ok. anyways... yeah.
sold thier sorrow to the ones who pay the most
Maybe I'll have something to update later.
11.01.2005
pennys and can tabs
oh yeah, btw
10.31.2005
"today's going to be a good day"
10.30.2005
down lies the sun, but still it shines
check it *check*
(x) Slept all night in a bed with a person of the same sex
(heck yes) Slept for more than 12 hours
(x) Missed a week of school or more
(x) Put chapstick on more than 5 times in an hour
( ) Kissed more than one person in a day (counting rents)
( ) Kissed more than two people in a day (counting fam&rents)
( ) Created a myspace/xanga survey
( ) Eaten a worm
(x) Jumped on a trampoline
( ) Ridden a unicycle
(x) Done something special for someone else
( ) Stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant
( ) Paid more than $50 for food at a fast food restaurant
( ) Got caught for cheating * SCHOOL WISE
( ) Talked on the phone while going to the bathroom
( ) Brushed your teeth while on the phone
( ) Worked in fast food place
(x) Written a poem
( ) Randomly called people out of a phone book
( ) Been on a yacht
(x) Put bananas in your cheerios
( ) Lied to a friend to make them feel better
( ) Dated someone more than 2 years older than you
(x) Eaten frosting out of the original container
( ) Had a dream about a myspace/xanga friend
(x) Fallen in public
(x) Had your pants rip
(x) Recently had a PB&J sadnwich
( ) Met your principals parents
(x) Killed an animal
(x) Been prescribed to 3 or more medications by a doctor
(x) Wished you were an only child
( ) Used your friends razor with out them knowing
(x) Been unproud of a decision you made
(helped) Worked for a family member
(x) Been told you were too young
( ) Made out in a car
( ) Kissed a friend, then their best friend
( ) Been to a concert?
(x) Gotten away with a lie to your parents
( ) Been dumped the night of a dance and left with out a date
( ) Been cheated on
( ) Gone out with a person one of your parents set you up with
(x) Hated to admit you are wrong
( ) Ridden on a shopping cart in a Safeway
(x) danced in a WalMart
( ) Went into a walmart in socks
(x) Worn a tiara
(x) Been in a play
(x) Gone to church more than 2 times in a week
( ) Copied more than 30 CD's in a day
(x) Made a movie
(x) Dressed gothic
(x) Worn 5 or more layers of clothing
(x) Had a stalker
( ) Been to california
( ) Lived on a house boat
(x) Swam in clear blue water
( ) Sat in a doctors office with a friend
(x) Ran across 6 lanes of traffic
(x) Made fish lips
(x) Hit on a waiter
(x) Taken pictures with a stranger
( ) Been to Busch Gardens
(x) Stayed in a hotel room with 3 other friends
( ) Made a public speech
( ) Been on cable television
( ) Coreographed a dance
(x) Felt used
(x) Made a smoothie or milkshake
(haha...) Had fun at work
( ) Watched Desperate Housewives
(x) Watched a movie so often you could quote every word
( ) Listened to an old NSYNC or Backstreet Boys CD more than once in a day AFTER they were popular
(x) Kept something from a past relationship (letters, flowers etc..)
(x) Given someone else flowers
(x) Taken a foreign language
(why would i do that??) Gotten to school at 6:15 in the morning
(x) Not turned anything in and still got an A


