Yep. I'm a graduate. It doesn't feel like I thought it would when I was a little kid. I mean, I didn't really have any particular way I thought it would be like; but it just doesn't feel... right? I don't know. Hard to express. It's like, when I was younger I was always like, "wow, they're like all cool and stuff" (or something generally like that). I wanted to be cool like them... but now I am them, and I'm like, "dude, are there little kids now that are looking up to me and want to be like me?" It's freaky, really. I'm struggling to "keep my ways clean", so to speak, (and most of the time fail miserably) 'cause I don't want to be a bad example to younger generations. And I'm looking foward and I'm like, "I'm an 'adult' now." And I'm like, "crap!" Ok, I don't think it's really bad, but it's just one of those things that just kinda sneak up on you. I mean, I'm technically an adult, but I still feel the same as when I was like, 15, 16, 17 years old. I mean, when does it kick in? I don't know. It will eventually I guess. Well, that's all for now folks. Blog to ya later.
~master skipper
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yeah..ur growin up way too fast. i remember when u and david used to come over on sundays. and when david had "the hair" and you and him both had glasses. and it was "Star wars" all the way..lol. now ur all grown up and ur an ADULT. i still dont see you as anything different though. ur always gunna be..a "teenager" (shall we say) to me. lol. well maybe not when ur like 50 but hey. haha. yeah, us youngins do look up to you...(im not really that much younger than you but still) and so far, u've been a great example. dont worry about doin it rite. just worry about doin it. lol. im gunna miss ya while ur at mission trip...*SAD FACE* but you need to have fun this summer because it's ur last one as bein a "member" of the youth group. well..*sniffle sniffle* im gunna go. ttyl hun.
love you lotses!
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