"i cried out, 'heaven save me!' and i'm down to one last breath. and with it let me say, let me say..."

so evrythings really weird right now. evryone needs to stop freaking out. im serious. you can take or leave my judgement, but Heather is a good person. yes, she may be "rough around the edges," but shes changed. she made some bad choices, but so did i. some of (maybe even most of) the things people think about her are my fault. my fault in that i tried to cover my butt and let her take the fall for what she may have done and for the fault that i had. in doing so, in one instance, it gave the impression that she was a slut 'cause if i had tried to convince them otherwise it would've given light to things i may have done. i love her and want to stay with her. stop spreading rumors about different crap that "you heard him telling her what she was told" 'cause thats not gettin anyone anywhere. a) stop trying to pry into ppls lives, b) stop freakin making things up and speculating about things, and c) if you want know something or have some problem or another, please please please just bloody ask! and for crying out loud, clarify evrything you hear before telling evryone you know. i've been told some really weird and off-the-wall storied made up by the youth group at madison, and in no way am i appreciative. so if you don't know anything: shut the freaking crap up.